The Tribes of Purgatory
Seven
Caleb’s hands trembled as he reached for the keypad next to the inner door in the shelter. The code was simple enough, but it was the unknown lying just beyond the next door that had him terrified.
1…6…4…3…1…
Each key he pressed put off a quiet but noticeable beep. At the end, he hit the green button below the keypad. For a moment, there was silence. Then a loud sound of metal on metal clanging, then squeaking as the door opened.
Caleb stepped through the door and into the shelter. Once a year for the past 9 years, he would step through the door and sit in this room. He touched a pad on the wall just inside the door to the right and the room came to life–lights turned on for the first time in a year, and a fan began humming, providing ventilation to the shelter.
He stopped and just surveyed the room. It was round, with unpainted concrete walls, an uncovered concrete floor, and a bare concrete ceiling with a few lights attached to it. Opposite the door was a table and behind it hanging on the wall, a speaker, with a keypad on the wall next to it. Toward the back of the room, closer to the door were six benches.
Just by walking in, Caleb remembered his visits to the room. As a younger child, sitting on the cold floor and hearing the ascension announcements on the speaker. Then, as he got older, moving to the benches in back until last year, when Peter called Caleb forward to assume his position as leader of the tribe. On that day, he was happy, he was proud, and he felt the power and importance of the position. It never dawned on him on that day that his time to leave the tribe would come, and that he’d be terrified of what he had to do tomorrow.
Then the outer door closed with a loud metallic bang, making Caleb jump and turn to see what the noise was. In the process, he tripped over one of the benches, falling in a heap to the cold, hard floor. He pushed himself up and sat on the bench, holding his head in his hands and just wishing the whole ascension process would just go away. If only he could just give up being the leader, give it to Jacob, and go back to fishing, hunting, and gathering the fruits and vegetables in the grove.
Things were so much simpler when he was younger.
But for now, his heart was pounding. Outside of the fact that tomorrow was a day he wasn’t sure he was prepared for, he also wasn’t confident in his ability to successfully lead the Ascension Day activities before he had to leave the tribe forever. That was why he was here a day early: to make sure he had everything down so that it would at least go smoothly, if it wasn’t going to go well for him.
“Okay, okay,” he said, more to raise his spirits than anything else. “Could be worse. You could be dead tomorrow.”
He sighed and stood up. He headed over to the table and opened its drawer and pulled out a tired, worn manila envelope. He stared at the outside of it and thought about how many years leaders of the tribe had been here before him, going through the same anguish. He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and opened the envelope and pulled out the small stack of papers inside. The type on the front page practically screamed at him:
Ascension Day
Tribal Leader Instructions
“Yes, I know,” he muttered as he turned the page.
The following pages held a simple step-by-step instruction list for what he was to do: gather the tribe at noon, have them sit in ranks based on age, demand absolute silence and attention, reassure the tribe about the future if the past year had gone poorly, or praise them if it had gone well. Then turn on the speaker, enter a code into the keypad, and wait for the Ascension Day announcements that would follow just minutes past noon. After the announcements, welcome the new leader, and demand allegiance to the new leader from the tribe.
Then came the blue page.
At the bottom of the packet was a blue piece of paper, titled simply: Ascension Day Tribal Leader Transition Instructions. There were five bullet points on it under a bold-printed paragraph:
It is vital that you as tribal leader follow the following five instructions to the letter. The future of yourself and your tribe depend on it fully. Do not share these instructions with anyone in your tribe, including the new tribal leader unless you are specifically instructed to do so below. Replace the packet in the folder and return it to the drawer when you are finished reading.
- After the Ascension ceremony, give the new leader the code for entry to the shelter.
- Instruct the new leader on how to turn on the lights in the shelter and where to find this folder.
- Instruct the new leader on the basic responsibilities of the tribe for hunting, fishing, gathering, education, and cleaning.
- Instruct the new leader on the intake of new tribal members as you were instructed by the leader before you.
- You and any other departing members of the tribe must depart the tribe immediately after giving these instructions to the new leader. Go to the river, making sure you are not followed. You are instructed to float down the river. It is best to find a large tree branch or trunk and take it into the river. Hold on to the wood and float down the river. You will be met at your destination.
Caleb stared at the page. His whole future, broken down to five short instructions.
So this is the future—float down the river, but to what?
“That’s it? You will be met at your destination?” Caleb flipped the page over but the back side was blank. “What happens at my destination? Where’s my destination? I don’t want to die!” None of the short stack of papers had any more information. It was all flat, bureaucratic, and to the point. No compassion, no understanding, and moreover, no explanation.
He looked around the room and tried to make sense of what he’d read and what he was seeing. Everything in the room, regardless of how sparse it was, seemed to be closing in on him. This room held his doom. Everything here just began to represent the end of everything he knew.
He had decisions to make, but couldn’t think here. He put the stack of pages back into the folder and put it back in the drawer, then leaned against the wall and slid along to the door. He fumbled with the keypad to get out of the shelter, but got the outer door to open again, and made his way out of the cold grey room and into the fading afternoon sunlight of the camp.
Outside of the shelter door, Caleb staggered toward his hut, but ran broadside into Jacob coming back from the day’s fishing. “Caleb?” he said.
Caleb stared straight ahead, toward his hut, “Go Jacob. Put it all in storage.”
Jacob watched as Caleb plodded across the camp and into his hut. This tribal leader thing was starting to weigh very heavily on Jacob.